Chapter 5: The Letter Rebecca Never Sent
Alexander arrived at our house just after seven that evening.
I stood by the front window, watching a silver sedan pull into the driveway.
The driver's door opened.
A tall young man stepped out, holding a large brown envelope against his chest.
For a second, I couldn't move.
He had my mother's eyes.
The same dark brown eyes I saw every morning in the bathroom mirror. The same slightly crooked smile I remembered from old photographs of myself at eighteen.
He walked toward the front door.
Thomas opened it.
"Hey, son.""
Alexander didn't hug him.
He simply held up the envelope.
"Tell me the truth.""
Thomas stepped aside.
Alexander entered the living room and stopped when he saw me.
I stood.
Neither of us spoke.
He looked at my face, then at the photographs on the table.
Finally, he said, "You're Marcus?""
I nodded.
"Yes.""
He gave a nervous laugh.
"This is insane.""
"I know.""
"Apparently, I'm supposed to be your son.""
I swallowed.
"That's what the records suggest.""
He looked at Thomas.
"Is it true?""
Thomas's eyes filled.
"Yes.""
Alexander sat down.
For a moment, he looked like a little boy who had just been told his favorite story wasn't real.
Then he placed the envelope on the table.
"Rebecca knew.""
Thomas nodded.
"Yes.""
"She knew who my real parents were?""
"She knew your birth mother was Claire. She knew Marcus was connected to the family.""
"Connected?""
Thomas looked away.
Alexander's voice rose.
"Don't do that. Don't start hiding things now.""
I stepped forward.
"You're right. You deserve the truth.""
He looked at me.
"Then tell me why I was given away.""
I took a breath.
"Your grandmother believed your biological father was dangerous. She arranged for Thomas and Rebecca to raise you.""
"Why?""
"Because she thought it was the only way to keep you safe.""
Alexander laughed bitterly.
"So everyone decided what was best for me, and nobody thought I deserved to know?""
I had no defense.
"No," I said quietly.
"They didn't.""
He opened the envelope.
Inside were three things.
A photograph of Claire holding the twins.
A hospital bracelet.
And a sealed letter.
The handwriting on the envelope was unmistakable.
Rebecca.
Alexander carefully unfolded the paper.
His lips moved as he read.
Then he began reading aloud.
My dearest Alexander,
If you're reading this, it means you're old enough to understand something I never had the courage to explain.
I did not give birth to you, but I became your mother the moment I held you.
I remember the first night you came home. You were so tiny that I was afraid to pick you up. Your father cried while assembling your crib because he thought he would never be good enough.
Thomas lowered his head.
Alexander continued.
There is another woman who carried you before I did. Her name is Claire. She was not a stranger who abandoned you. She loved you deeply.
You also have a twin sister.
Alexander stopped.
He looked at Maya's photograph.
"She knew?""
Thomas nodded.
"Rebecca found out when you were six.""
Alexander's voice broke.
"Why didn't she tell me?""
"She was afraid you'd feel unwanted.""
Alexander looked down at the letter.
There was more.
I need you to understand something. You were never a replacement for anyone. You were never a secret because you were unwanted. You were hidden because adults were frightened, and sometimes frightened adults make decisions that hurt the very people they believe they're protecting.
If you ever meet your sister, please don't let our family's mistakes become the reason you stay strangers.
Love always,
Mom.
Alexander folded the letter.
He pressed it against his chest.
For several seconds, the only sound in the room was his breathing.
Then he looked at me.
"Did Claire know about me?""
"Yes.""
"Did she ever try to find me?""
I looked at Patricia.
She had arrived earlier and was sitting near the fireplace.
Patricia slowly nodded.
"She did.""
Alexander turned toward her.
"When?""
"After Rebecca died.""
He frowned.
"How?""
Patricia took a small leather notebook from her handbag.
"Claire wrote letters. She wanted to meet you, but Eleanor intercepted them.""
Thomas stood.
"That's impossible.""
Patricia opened the notebook.
"I have copies.""
She removed several folded pages.
Each was addressed to Alexander.
The dates covered almost ten years.
One had been written on his sixth birthday.
Another on his tenth.
The last was dated three months before Claire died.
Alexander took the letters with trembling hands.
He opened the final one.
My sweet boy,
I saw you today.
You were walking beside Thomas outside the grocery store. You have grown so tall. You were laughing, and for one beautiful second, I imagined what it would feel like to call you my son.
I didn't approach you because I promised Rebecca I wouldn't disrupt your life.
But I need you to know that I have never stopped loving you.
Alexander couldn't continue.
He covered his face.
Maya appeared in the doorway.
She had been listening from the stairs.
"Alexander?""
He looked up.
She approached him slowly.
"Hi.""
He wiped his eyes.
"Hi.""
They stared at each other.
It was strange watching two people who shared the same birthday, the same mother, and seventeen years of missing memories meet for the first time.
Maya smiled nervously.
"I'm Maya.""
"I know.""
She laughed softly.
"Right. Obviously.""
He looked at her face.
Then he smiled.
"You have Mom's eyes.""
Maya nodded.
"And you have Dad's.""
He looked at me.
For the first time that evening, he didn't seem angry.
He seemed overwhelmed.
"Can I ask you something?"" he said.
"Anything," I replied.
"Did you ever know I existed?""
I shook my head.
"No.""
"Would you have wanted me?""
The question nearly broke me.
I walked closer.
"Alexander, I have spent seventeen years wishing I had more time with the people I love. If I had known you existed, I would have fought every day to be part of your life.""
He looked away.
"I had a good life with Rebecca.""
"I know.""
"She was my mother.""
"She will always be your mother.""
He nodded.
Then he said something I wasn't prepared for.
"I want to know Claire too. Not just from letters.""
I looked at Patricia.
She opened the notebook again.
"There's one more thing you should know.""
Alexander turned.
"What?""
Patricia hesitated.
"Claire didn't just write letters. Before she died, she left instructions with her lawyer. She wanted both children to receive something when they turned eighteen.""
"What kind of something?""
"A trust. A personal inheritance.""
Thomas frowned.
"Claire never had that kind of money.""
Patricia looked at him.
"She didn't.""
She removed a document from the notebook.
The trust had been established by someone else.
Someone who had deposited money every year since the twins were born.
The final balance was nearly two million dollars.
Alexander stared.
"Who funded it?""
Patricia turned the document around.
The name was printed clearly.
*Daniel Bennett.*
My blood ran cold.
"Why would Daniel leave money for the twins?""
Patricia shook her head.
"I don't know. But there's a condition.""
"What condition?"" I asked.
She pointed to the final paragraph.
Both beneficiaries had to appear together before an appointed trustee.
And they had to provide proof of their identities.
Alexander frowned.
"Why would he do that?""
Patricia looked at me.
"Because Daniel didn't establish this trust to give them money.""
She paused.
"He established it to make sure they eventually came looking for him.""
My phone vibrated.
An incoming message.
Unknown number.
Congratulations. The twins are finally together.
Another message appeared immediately.
Now ask Thomas what happened to Rebecca.
Thomas dropped the letter.
Alexander turned toward him.
"What does Rebecca have to do with this?""
Thomas looked as though someone had pulled the ground from beneath his feet.
"I don't understand.""
But Patricia was already crying.
May you like
"Thomas," she whispered.
"I think you need to tell them what you never told the police.""