Chapter 2: The Guest Room and the Warning
I read Kaylee's message four times.
Your college account.
The words seemed harmless individually.
Together, they made my stomach tighten.
I called her immediately.
She answered in a whisper.
"Zarya?""
"Where's Mom?""
"Downstairs.""
"Who was she talking to?""
"I don't know. She was in the living room with her laptop. She said something about making sure you couldn't leave us with nothing.""
My grip tightened around the phone.
"Did you hear anything else?""
Kaylee hesitated.
"She said she was going to take care of the scholarship problem.""
"What scholarship problem?""
"I don't know. Then she told me to go upstairs.""
I looked at my open suitcase.
"Kaylee, did Mom touch my laptop?""
"I think so.""
My heart began beating faster.
"Why?""
"She asked me where you keep your school password.""
I went completely still.
"What did you tell her?""
"Nothing! I swear. I told her I didn't know.""
I closed my eyes.
My mother had known my password once.
Last spring, I'd asked her to print a tax document while I was at work. I'd written the password on a sticky note and left it beside the computer.
I'd changed it afterward.
At least, I thought I had.
"Listen to me," I told Kaylee.
"Don't touch anything on my desk. Don't tell Mom I called.""
"Are you really leaving?""
"Yes.""
"Will you still come to my school play?""
The question hurt more than anything my mother had said.
"Of course I will.""
"Promise?""
"I promise.""
She sniffled.
"Mom says you're abandoning us.""
"Mom is upset. But I'm not abandoning you.""
"She said you're selfish.""
I looked at the framed photograph inside my suitcase.
"Kaylee, wanting to go to college doesn't make me selfish.""
"I know.""
"Do you?""
"Yeah. I think you deserve to go.""
I swallowed hard.
"Thank you, sweetheart.""
Before I could say anything else, I heard my mother's voice in the background.
"Who are you talking to?""
Kaylee whispered, "Nobody.""
The phone went dead.
I stood in the middle of my bedroom for several seconds.
Then I changed my university password.
I changed my email password, too.
I checked my recovery phone number and removed the old backup email address my mother had helped me create years earlier.
Everything looked fine.
Still, something felt wrong.
At 7:42 p.m., Tessa texted me.
*Tessa:* Aunt Lorraine said YES. Come tonight. She made up the guest room.
I packed the rest of my things.
Before leaving, I went downstairs to say goodbye to my sisters.
Mia was sitting on the couch in her pajamas, hugging a stuffed rabbit.
When she saw my suitcase, she ran toward me.
"Zarya! Are you going on vacation?""
I crouched and hugged her.
"Something like that, baby.""
"Can I come?""
My throat tightened.
"Not yet.""
"Why?""
"Because I have to get ready for school.""
She frowned.
"Who's going to make my pancakes?""
"I'll make them whenever I visit.""
"Promise?""
I kissed her forehead.
"Promise.""
My mother appeared in the kitchen doorway.
"You're making promises now?""
I stood up.
"Please don't do this in front of them.""
"Then don't make a scene in front of them.""
"I came to say goodbye.""
Denise crossed her arms.
"Goodbye is a dramatic word for someone who's going to be back when she realizes how expensive life is.""
"I'll be fine.""
"With what money?""
"My scholarship covers school.""
"Your scholarship doesn't cover everything.""
"I have savings.""
She laughed.
"How much? Two thousand dollars? You think that makes you independent?""
I didn't answer.
She stepped closer.
"Listen carefully. I spoke to your Aunt Lorraine today. She agrees you're making a mistake.""
I frowned.
"Aunt Lorraine?""
"She said family comes first.""
My aunt Lorraine was my mother's older sister. We rarely spoke, but she'd attended my high school graduation and given me a card with fifty dollars inside.
"She didn't say that to me.""
"She doesn't need to explain herself to you.""
"Did you tell her about the scholarship?""
"Of course.""
"Then why would she think I should give it up?""
My mother shrugged.
"Because she's sensible.""
I reached for my suitcase.
"Goodnight, Mom.""
She moved aside, but not before saying, "If you leave, don't expect your sisters to understand why you chose strangers over them.""
I stopped.
Mia was still holding my hand.
"Mom, please," I whispered.
Denise turned away.
I hugged both girls one more time and walked out.
The night air was warm, and the pavement still smelled of rain.
Tessa pulled up in her aunt's old blue SUV.
She jumped out before I reached the curb.
"Give me that.""
She took my suitcase.
I climbed into the passenger seat and buckled up.
Tessa looked at my face.
"Did she say something?""
"Nothing I haven't heard before.""
"That doesn't mean it doesn't hurt.""
I stared through the window as my childhood home disappeared behind us.
For the first few minutes, neither of us spoke.
Then Tessa reached over and squeezed my hand.
"You're getting out, Zarya. That's what matters.""
I nodded.
But my phone kept buzzing.
Messages from my mother.
*Denise:* You need to think about what you're doing.
*Denise:* Your sisters are crying.
*Denise:* I hope college is worth destroying this family.
I turned the phone face down.
We arrived at Aunt Lorraine's house twenty minutes later.
She was standing on the front porch wearing a floral robe, her silver hair pulled into a loose bun.
"There's my girl," she said.
She came down the steps and hugged me.
I almost cried again.
Lorraine Bennett was fifty-six, divorced, and worked as an office manager at a dental clinic. Her house was modest, with flowerpots along the porch and wind chimes hanging beside the front door.
She took my suitcase.
"Come inside. I made tea.""
The guest room was at the end of the hallway.
It had a white quilt, a small desk, and a window overlooking the backyard.
A vase of yellow flowers sat on the nightstand.
"I hope you like it," Lorraine said.
I looked at her.
"It's beautiful.""
"Good. You can stay here until your dorm opens. Longer if something changes.""
"Thank you. I don't know how I'll repay you.""
Lorraine shook her head.
"You don't have to repay me for giving you a safe place to sleep.""
Tessa sat on the edge of the bed.
"See? I told you she was amazing.""
Lorraine smiled.
"Now, I want to hear what happened.""
I told her everything.
When I mentioned the catering jobs, her expression darkened.
"Denise has been making you work those events for years?""
"Yes.""
"And taking your money?""
"She says it goes toward household expenses.""
Lorraine pressed her lips together.
"How much did you save?""
"About eighteen hundred dollars.""
"That's all?""
I nodded.
She sighed.
"Your mother has always had a way of making everyone else's responsibilities seem like yours.""
I looked up.
"What do you mean?""
Lorraine sat in the chair beside the bed.
"After your father left, Denise leaned on you because you were responsible. Then she started depending on you. Somewhere along the way, she stopped seeing the difference.""
I stared at the yellow flowers.
"She thinks I'm abandoning her.""
"You're not abandoning anyone. You're eighteen. You're allowed to become your own person.""
My eyes burned.
Then Lorraine said something that made me look up.
"Has your mother ever had access to your university account?""
I froze.
"She used my laptop once to print something.""
"Does she know your password?""
"She might.""
Lorraine's face became serious.
"Then change it again. And contact the university tomorrow. Make sure nobody can make changes to your enrollment or financial aid without speaking directly to you.""
"I already changed it.""
"Good. Do it again from a different device.""
Tessa nodded.
"That's actually smart.""
I pulled out my phone.
The university portal still showed my full scholarship.
I took screenshots of every page.
My award letter.
My housing assignment.
My financial aid summary.
My enrollment status.
I emailed copies to myself and Lorraine.
Then I logged out.
For the first time that night, I felt a little safer.
At 10:16 p.m., my mother called.
I stared at her name.
Lorraine gestured toward the phone.
"You don't have to answer.""
I almost declined.
But I wanted to know what she was doing.
I answered.
"What?""
"Where are you?""
"With Aunt Lorraine.""
A pause.
"Of course you are.""
"What do you want?""
"Your sisters are asking for you.""
"I'll call them tomorrow.""
"Your mother is asking for you, too.""
I looked at Lorraine.
"Mom, what is this really about?""
"I need you to come home tomorrow morning.""
"Why?""
"We need to discuss your future.""
"My future isn't up for discussion.""
"Don't be disrespectful.""
I exhaled.
"Goodnight.""
"Zarya, wait.""
Something in her voice changed.
It became softer.
Almost pleading.
"I need you to understand something. There are things you don't know about this family.""
"What things?""
"We've made sacrifices for you.""
"What sacrifices?""
She hesitated.
Then she said, "Just come home. We'll talk about it.""
I hung up.
Lorraine watched me carefully.
"That didn't sound like an apology.""
"No.""
Tessa stood up and stretched.
"I'm going to get us some water.""
She stepped into the hallway.
My phone buzzed again.
This time, it was an email notification.
*Westbridge University Student Services*
Subject: Important Notice Regarding Your Enrollment Record
I opened it.
My eyes moved across the screen.
Then stopped.
The message read:
Dear Zarya Bennett,
Our office has received a request concerning your enrollment and scholarship status. A representative will contact you tomorrow morning to verify the circumstances.
I read it again.
A request?
Concerning my scholarship?
My fingers went cold.
I opened the university portal.
The dashboard loaded slowly.
For several seconds, the familiar blue and white screen appeared.
Then a red notification popped up.
<badge color="danger">Action Required</badge>
*Your financial aid record has recently been modified.*
I stared at the screen.
May you like
I hadn't touched anything.
And I knew exactly who had been sitting at my laptop that afternoon.