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Chapter 2: What Happened After I Left

I carried Lily into the living room and settled her on the couch.

She wouldn't let go of my hand.

Every time I moved, even an inch, her fingers tightened around mine.

“I'm not going anywhere,” I promised.

“Not even tomorrow?”” she whispered.

The question hurt more than the slap I'd witnessed.

“Not even tomorrow.””

Vanessa appeared in the doorway, rubbing her cheek.

“This is ridiculous,” she said.

“You're frightening both children by making a scene out of ordinary discipline.””

I didn't look at her.

“Go to the kitchen.””

“Excuse me?””

“Go. To. The kitchen.””

She stared at me for several seconds, then turned away with an angry laugh.

“You'll regret treating me like this.””

When she disappeared, I looked at Mason.

He stood near the hallway, twisting the hem of his T-shirt between his fingers.

“Come sit down, son.””

He shook his head.

“Can Mom hear us?””

The question made my chest tighten.

“She might hear us from another room,” I admitted.

“But I'm right here. Nobody is going to punish you for telling me the truth.””

Mason glanced toward the kitchen.

“That's what you said last time.””

I felt the blood drain from my face.

“What do you mean, last time?””

He looked at Lily, then back at me.

“Nothing.””

“Mason.””

He rubbed his eyes with both fists.

“I tried to tell you before, but Mom said you'd send me away if I made trouble.””

I stared at him.

“Send you away where?””

“To my dad's house.””

Mason's biological father, Daniel, lived two states away. He and Vanessa had been divorced for years, and their relationship was tense. Mason usually spent part of the summer with him, but Vanessa often complained that Daniel was unreliable.

I'd never considered that she might use the possibility of losing me to frighten her own son into silence.

“Why would you think I'd send you away?”” I asked.

“Because Mom said you only wanted a happy family. She said if I made you think she was mean, you'd decide we were too much trouble.””

Mason's chin trembled.

“And she said Lily was the reason you were always tired and angry.””

I felt something cold settle in my stomach.

“Did I ever tell you that?””

“No.””

“Did I ever tell you I didn't want you here?””

He shook his head.

“Then why would I send you away for telling me something important?””

Mason had no answer.

I opened my arms.

He hesitated, then crossed the room and leaned against me. He was getting too old to be carried around like Lily, but when I put an arm around his shoulders, he leaned into it with the desperate relief of a child who had been holding himself together for far too long.

“I'm sorry,” I whispered.

“I'm sorry you thought you had to handle this alone.””

He started crying.

Lily reached for his hand.

“It's okay, Mason,” she whispered.

That nearly broke me.

The little girl who had just been denied dinner was trying to comfort the boy who'd been too frightened to protect her sooner.

I took a breath.

“Tell me what happens when I leave for work.””

Mason wiped his nose on his sleeve.

“Mom acts different.””

“Different how?””

“In the morning, she tells you we're good kids. She makes breakfast when you're here. She asks Lily what she wants to wear. She even tells you to call during your lunch break.””

He looked down.

“But after your truck leaves, she takes our phones.””

“Why?””

“She says we don't need them. Then she makes Lily clean the kitchen while she watches TV.””

I frowned.

“Lily is five. What does she clean?””

“Tables. The floor. Sometimes she has to stand on a chair to reach the counter.””

I closed my eyes for a second.

“And you?””

“I have to do the dishes and laundry. If I don't finish before she gets home from dropping Lily at preschool, she makes me start over.””

“Does she hit you?””

Mason didn't answer immediately.

That silence was enough to frighten me.

“Son, look at me.””

He raised his eyes.

“Has Vanessa ever hit you?””

“Not like she hits Lily.””

The distinction was worse than a simple yes.

I kept my voice gentle.

“What does that mean?””

Mason pulled his sleeve over his wrist.

“Sometimes she grabs me really hard. And sometimes she pushes me against the wall when I talk back.””

My jaw clenched.

“Have you been hurt?””

“Not lately.””

Not lately.

I wanted to get up, walk into the kitchen, and demand answers until Vanessa had nowhere left to hide. But both children were watching me, and the last thing they needed was another adult losing control.

So I stayed where I was.

“What about the food?”” I asked.

Mason swallowed.

“Mom makes Lily sit at the table while I eat. She says Lily has to earn her dinner because you're wasting money on her.””

“Wasting money?””

“She says you spend too much on Lily's clothes and preschool. She says if Lily weren't here, you'd have more money for us.””

I looked at Lily.

She was staring at the rug, rubbing one thumb against the other.

“Sweetheart,” I said, “is that why you didn't ask Mommy for food?””

Lily nodded.

“What did she tell you?””

Her voice was barely audible.

“She said Daddy has to work hard because of me.””

I pulled her onto my lap.

“No. Listen to me, Lily. Daddy works because that's what grown-ups do.

You are not a burden. You are my daughter, and I love you more than anything.””

“Even when I'm hungry?””

“Especially when you're hungry.””

She wrapped her arms around my neck.

For a few seconds, the room was quiet except for her sniffles.

Then Mason spoke again.

“There's more.””

I turned to him.

“What else?””

He hesitated.

“Mom doesn't just lock the pantry.””

I waited.

“She locks Lily in the laundry room sometimes.””

The words didn't make sense at first.

“Why would she do that?””

“She says Lily won't stop asking for food. She puts her in there and tells her to think about being greedy.””

I looked at Lily.

She buried her face against my chest.

“Baby, has Mommy ever locked you in the laundry room?””

She nodded without looking up.

“How long?””

“I don't know.””

“Was it dark?””

She whispered, “Sometimes.””

Mason stepped closer.

“There's a little window, but she puts a basket in front of it. Lily cries because she thinks nobody can hear her.””

I couldn't breathe properly.

“How many times?””

“I don't know, Dad. A lot.””

“And you never told me?””

His face crumpled.

“I tried once. Mom heard me talking to you on the phone. She said if I told you anything else, she'd make sure I never saw Lily again.””

I held him by the shoulders.

“You are not responsible for what she did. Do you understand me?””

He shook his head, tears spilling down his face.

“You don't understand. She said she'd tell everyone I hurt Lily. She said nobody would believe me because I'm older.””

My hands went cold.

Vanessa hadn't merely been mistreating the children.

She had been teaching them that telling the truth would destroy their family.

I took out my phone.

Mason stiffened.

“Are you calling the police?””

“I may need to. First, I'm going to make sure you're both safe.””

“Mom will be mad.””

“I know.””

“She'll say we ruined everything.””

I looked him directly in the eyes.

“No, son. The person who hurts children is responsible for ruining things. The children who ask for help are not.””

From the kitchen came the sharp clatter of a plate hitting the counter.

Vanessa called out, “Michael! Are you planning to keep interrogating my children all night?””

I ignored her.

I took pictures of Lily's cheek and wrote down what each child had told me, using their own words as closely as possible. I knew I needed professional help to make sure they were safe, and I wasn't going to rely on a confrontation in the kitchen to solve this.

Then Mason reached into his pocket.

He pulled out a small, battered phone with a cracked screen.

“Dad, there's something you need to see.””

“What is it?””

“It's a recording.””

My heart began pounding.

“Of what?””

Mason looked toward the kitchen.

“Mom forgot I still had this old phone. I started recording because I wanted someone to believe me.””

He unlocked the screen with shaking fingers.

“I only recorded part of it,” he whispered.

“But it was the day Lily got locked in the laundry room for the longest time.””

He pressed play.

Vanessa's voice filled the living room.

“Stop crying! Nobody is coming to save you!””

Then came Lily's tiny, frightened voice.

“Please, Mommy. I won't ask for food again.””

I felt Lily bury her face against my neck.

The recording continued.

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Vanessa said something that made Mason cover his mouth.

And when I heard the next sentence, I finally understood why my stepson had been so terrified to tell me the truth.

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