Chapter 4: The Daughter Brenda Buried
For several seconds, nobody in my living room moved.
My father stood beside the coffee table with his phone pressed to his ear. I watched his face as Brenda's confession settled over him, stripping away the last pieces of the woman he thought he knew.
“She is the woman taking Nia,” Brenda had said.
My father swallowed.
“Brenda, tell me her name.””
“I can't do this over the phone.””
“You just told me your daughter is alive. You spent twenty years telling me she was dead.””
“I said she was gone.””
“You told me I didn't need to look for her because there was nothing left to find!””
Brenda's breathing became ragged.
“Robert, please. You have to understand that I did what I had to do.””
My father gripped the edge of the table.
“What did you do?””
“I protected her.””
“From whom?””
“From her father. From his family. From everything that happened.””
“Stop speaking in riddles!””
The sharpness in his voice made Ava flinch beside me.
I put an arm around my youngest daughter and led her toward the stairs. Nia was already waiting at the top, her face pale.
“Dad?”” she whispered.
“Go into your room with Ava. Lock the door if you hear anyone come inside. I'll be right there.””
Nia hesitated.
“Is Grandma Brenda coming back?””
“Not tonight.””
I watched the girls disappear into their bedroom before returning to the living room.
My father was still on the phone.
“Where is your daughter now?”” he demanded.
Brenda answered so quietly I almost missed it.
“Her name is Marjorie Bell.””
My stomach tightened.
The woman at the Ohio placement agency.
The woman who had refused to confirm whether Nia was expected on Saturday.
My father sat down as though his legs could no longer support him.
“You told me Marjorie was a family friend.””
“She is.””
“You told me your daughter died.””
“I had reasons.””
“You told me you had no contact with her!””
Brenda began sobbing.
“Robert, I was afraid. You have no idea what it was like raising a child with a man who could destroy everything I loved.””
“Then tell me what happened.””
She went silent.
Finally, she said, “Not over the phone.””
“Then come here.””
“No.””
“Brenda, if you have any decency left, you'll come here and explain yourself.””
“I can't.””
“Why?””
“Because Daniel has already turned against me. If I come back, he'll call the police.””
I took the phone from my father.
“You're right about that,” I said.
“I will call the police if necessary. But before I do, I want one answer. Why did you forge my signature to send my daughter to a woman I've never met?””
Brenda's voice hardened immediately.
“Marjorie is your daughter's best chance.””
“My daughter has a home.””
“She has a father who is never there!””
“I'm her father. I decide where she lives.””
“Not if the courts decide you're unfit.””
I stared at the phone.
There it was.
Not concern. Not discipline. Not even the twisted version of love she'd been pretending to offer.
A threat.
“You've been building a case against me,” I said.
Brenda didn't deny it.
Instead, she replied, “You should have accepted my help when I offered it.””
The call ended.
My father remained motionless.
I placed the phone on the table.
“Dad, what happened twenty years ago?””
He rubbed his face.
“I don't know everything. That's the truth. Brenda told me her first husband, Thomas Bell, was violent.
She said he took their daughter after a bitter divorce and disappeared. Later, she claimed she'd received confirmation that the girl had died.””
“From whom?””
“She never showed me the paperwork.””
“And you believed her?””
“I wanted to believe her.””
He looked up at me, his eyes shining.
“She had been through something terrible, Daniel. I thought asking questions would reopen old wounds.””
“Instead, you let her bury the truth.””
The words were cruel, but I couldn't take them back.
My father nodded slowly.
“Yes. I did.””
I sat opposite him.
“Why would Marjorie help Brenda take Nia?””
“Maybe Brenda promised her something. Maybe there's more to their relationship than either of us knows.””
I pulled out my phone and opened the photograph of the guardianship document.
A name near the bottom had caught my attention earlier: *Whitmore Family Services, LLC*.
Rebecca had been researching the company while we spoke. A message appeared on my screen.
I found a connection between Marjorie Bell and Whitmore Family Services. Call me immediately.
I dialed.
Rebecca answered before the first ring finished.
“Daniel, I've looked into the organization. It appears to operate through several affiliated entities. The paperwork you've shown me may be part of a private guardianship application, but I can't verify its validity yet.””
“Can Marjorie take Nia?””
“Not lawfully on the strength of a forged signature. Preserve the original document, and do not sign anything Brenda presents to you. I'll help you contact the appropriate authorities in the morning.””
“What if Brenda tries to move Nia before then?””
“Keep your daughter with you. If you believe an immediate attempt is underway, contact the police now.””
I glanced at my father.
“There's another problem. Marjorie is Brenda's daughter. Brenda told us she was dead.””
Rebecca paused.
“Are you certain?””
“I heard Brenda say it herself.””
“Then we need to establish whether Marjorie has a legitimate connection to the proposed placement and whether any documents have been filed without your consent. I'll start with what we can verify.””
After we ended the call, my father stood.
“I need to go home.””
I looked at him incredulously.
“Why?””
“Because Brenda may have documents there. Letters, old records, something that explains who Marjorie really is.””
“Dad, she knows what we're doing now.””
“I won't confront her. I'll look for records and call you.””
I wanted to stop him, but I could see the determination in his face.
“Take someone with you,” I said.
He shook his head.
“I'll be careful.””
Before leaving, he placed a hand on my shoulder.
“I should have protected you from her a long time ago.””
I didn't know what to say.
After he left, I checked on the girls.
Ava was curled beside Nia beneath a pink blanket. The tablet lay between them.
“Dad,” Ava whispered, “is Grandma Brenda a bad person?””
I sat on the edge of the bed.
“I think she's made some very bad choices.””
“Can bad people still love you?””
The question struck harder than any accusation Brenda had made.
“I don't know, sweetheart. But love shouldn't make you afraid.””
Ava nodded.
Nia stared at the ceiling.
“Marjorie is really going to take me, isn't she?””
“No one is taking you anywhere without my permission.””
“But Grandma said the paperwork was already happening.””
“Then we'll deal with the paperwork.””
Nia turned toward me.
“What if they say you're a bad dad?””
I took her hand.
“Then I'll tell the truth. I'll show them how much I love you, and I'll show them what Brenda did. You don't have to earn your place in this family, Nia. You already belong here.””
She closed her eyes, and I stayed beside her until both girls fell asleep.
At 1:36 a.m., my phone rang.
It was my father.
His voice was barely recognizable.
“Daniel, I've found something.””
“What?””
“An old file. Brenda kept it locked in her desk. It contains letters from Marjorie.””
I sat upright.
“What do they say?””
“She knew about Nia before you ever met her.””
My skin prickled.
“What do you mean?””
My father inhaled shakily.
“There's a letter dated six months ago. Marjorie wrote that she had reviewed your family's circumstances and believed Nia would qualify for a special guardianship arrangement.””
I looked toward the bedroom where my daughters slept.
“Six months ago? Brenda only started helping us regularly three months ago.””
“I know.””
“Dad, why was Marjorie researching my family before Brenda even offered to help?””
My father didn't answer immediately.
Then he read the final lines of the letter.
Once Daniel is sufficiently dependent on me, we can proceed without resistance. The older girl is the priority. The younger child can remain with her father until the first placement is finalized.
My hands went numb.
Brenda hadn't simply decided to send Nia away after a disagreement.
She had planned it months in advance.
And Ava had been right about something else.
Nia wasn't the only child Brenda had considered moving.
My father whispered one last sentence.
“Daniel, there's a photograph attached to the letter. It's a picture of your wife, Emily, standing outside the Whitmore building.””
I stopped breathing.
Emily had never told me she'd met Marjorie Bell.
But the photograph was dated three weeks before her death.
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And written on the back, in Emily's handwriting, were the words:
*If anything happens to me, keep the girls away from Brenda.*